Dreams of A Lost Lover
I don't want to fall back in love with you, because you broke my heart, I wall all over you & I fell in love right from the start
I don't want to fall back in love with you, because I'm afraid we've drifted to far apart, Is it meant to be & if so when and where, why can't I believe this to be true?
I don't want to fall back in love with you because of what we had, my mind was in love with what I hated and my feeling and words always trapped.
I don't want to fall back in love with you because the memories left of you always make me sad Not because you weren't worth it but because it was never meant to be.
I don't want to fall back in love with you because it wasn't what was needed, sure we had fun and the love made was great but How well did we really get along? Did you ever think to find out my favorite song?
I don't want to fall in love with you again because the first I was convince of it, it destroyed my sense of reality. You & I wouldn't have work unless I had lose grip on my sanity.
Oh how could I dare to explain that my love was then but now is lost dear Jermaine, I cannot say how it all went away except that I felt the need to escape. What I was becoming how we were evolving, and all I wanted it to be.
The whole till death do us part and no matter how broken the heart just placed fear in a stone cold thought process of what I hoped it could be.
Oh but how I dreamed that it could & would work out, because of the way I got weak whenever we played mouth to mouth.
Aha! I see now it all makes sense it was there my feelings were greatly expressed a passion so intense.
So here I am again regrettably writing yet another letter hoping to relieve myself of some time of obsession, crazy I could be madly in love or so it seems but I tell you the truth I expect it to be merely no more that just the ramblings of another cook.