You don't understand
And no one ever will
Because that is what
they call impossible.

You see me as I am 
And know what I do
When I pace back 
and forth and detatch
myself from the grip
that this dark world 
has on me. but you 
still do not seem to 
comprehend just 
how distant I am 
from this place in
which we live.

You mocked me 
brother. 

You mocked me with
your actions that reiterate
the way that you see me, 
but not the way that I see
myself, or was seeing 
myself before you 
disturbed me from
my absence. 

Don't you dare 
mock me brother! 

You can't understand 
this even though at times,
I think you do.

But you don't 
get the intensity of
it and the way in which 
it pushes me past the boundaries
of comprehension.

I don't want to leave the place
that you have found me in 
so don't you dare mock me 
brother! 

It is a disorder
Not a mistake
And I need it 
in my life so 
don't mock 
me brother.

I must dream.