I think they just like it when I'm here

Only I just like it when I'm there

When I'm with them

But I get fucking scared as hell when I knock down the walls and see the truth

It's so fucking useless

What the fuck am I supposed to do with this now

I am atlas with the world on my shoulders

Apparently I'm supposed to have another half who will help me carry it

I lay awake in bed at home on the street I grew up on

And I know that there is something wrong with me

And I do nothing to fix it

I'm just trying to be a better person

But not knowing how is getting in the way

And knowing you'd leave me even if I had you for a day

Is probably the worst feeling of all