Sitting up.. Thinking

Thoughts of my brother run in and out my mind

Seems like I'm losing track of time

And with that loss I lost the memories that created a bond

Can't remember hearing your voice anymore

Or am I repressing the thoughts so I won't feel the reoccurring sadness 

I look at your picture, our pictures every once in a while

Your beautiful brown eyes and your amazing smile

Remember how back then the hoes use to go wild 

You always put me first though

But I didn't do the same.. Only came when I needed advice or wanted to lose the feeling of shame

You made life easy

Wish I could've did the same for you

Wish I could be there with you