Diminished
You sit here at your desk,
Marking up C- papers and
Yelling for silence.
As kids throw pencils,
Some doze off,
While others don’t even bother showing up.
You buy all materials
With your own measly wages.
You sit here at your desk
And watch as kids continue
To break your pencils
And your spirit.
You graduated top of your class
But cannot truly be
Top of this class,
Because of the funny kid in the back of the class
Cracking jokes to steal
Attention from the notes
You spent so long typing up.
You spent years studying your subject
Only to be the subject of muttered remarks
About how boring your class is
And how they’re only failing because you don’t like them.
Demeaned by the students
Left helpless by the administration
You try so hard
To be the perfect mentor
For the few that take the class seriously.
You are far too good for the unfocused,
Unmotivated students.
You deserve so much more,
Or in the very least,
A couple kids to pay attention
To your wisdom.