The Despair of My Life
These thoughts bring only restlessness
fear that is not brought to fragile minds and seen by soft eyes
night we fear
the thought of death is near
the once proclaimed wicked
plagued with lies
emaciating waste at all times
the mind that cannot speak but can only hear
perilous I seem to fear
remembering I always hated
regretful dreams of the never awaken
the timeless tides of the ocean seas
crossing winds that only remembers my fear
the fear that has not been completely felt
felt it could never be
endless breaths of human lifes
regret all man fear
the thought of wrong over right
right over wrong
non of which no one knows
the agued blood I fear
chills of endless fear
the mind has not awaken nor is asleep
once again i remember
remember the fear that drawn me near
the once a child is not at peace
regretful mind tricks have deceived me
weary eyes i have
the eyes of endless struggle
the struggle that i cannot longer escape from
the escape that i has not developed
my mind has been lost to fear
a fear that i does not remembers
remember i cannot because i hates
why do i fear
what is no longer her
endless thoughts and dreams that have never been seen
the times less world no one lives
the time less leis that have shut my eyes
a dream at best but is too much fear
the world that I have lived has brought death and only death here
for what I see is fear minds at best
wrong I have not done to be cough with this fear.