The Despair of My Life

Mon, 01/12/2015 - 17:22 -- Santos1

These thoughts bring only restlessness 
  
fear that is not brought to fragile minds and seen by soft eyes 
  
night we fear 
  
the thought of death is near 
  
the once proclaimed wicked 
  
plagued with lies 
  
emaciating waste at all times 
  
the mind that cannot speak but can only hear 
  
perilous I seem to fear 
  
remembering I always hated 
  
regretful dreams of the never awaken 
  
the timeless tides of the ocean seas 
  
crossing winds that only remembers my fear 
  
the fear that has not been completely felt 
  
felt it could never be 
  
endless breaths of human lifes
  
regret all man fear 
  
the thought of wrong over right 
  
right over wrong 
  
non of which no one knows 
  
the agued blood I fear 
  
chills of endless fear 
  
the mind has not awaken nor is asleep 
  
once again i remember
  
remember the fear that drawn me near 
  
the once a child is not at peace 
  
regretful mind tricks have deceived me
  
weary eyes i have 
  
the eyes of endless struggle 
  
the struggle that i cannot longer escape from 
  
the escape that i has not developed 
  
my mind has been lost to fear 
  
a fear that i does not remembers 
  
remember i cannot because i hates 
  
why do i fear 
  
what is no longer her 
  
endless thoughts and dreams that have never been seen 
  
the times less world no one lives 
  
the time less leis that have shut my eyes 
  
a dream at best but is too much fear 
  
the world that I have lived has brought death and only death here 
  
for what I see is fear minds at best 
  
wrong I have not done to be cough with this fear. 
  
  
  

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