I'm tired.. and its becoming more dark

all I want is a break from the norm, my norm

A chance.

I deserve that too..

anxiety, fear and nightmares of the unknown

punishing myself with thoughts

fighting to be reborn

I deserve that too..

my prayers don't seem to be heard

but the most wickeds are

I just want my chance at motherhood,

to be loved

to be needed

I deserve that too.