delving deep into the depression

crying, cursing , dying every moment

tired , terrified , terrible every time

exhausted , ended , engulfing every single morsel.

Banished , baffled , boring is how i feel

loathsome , lacky , lousy is how I have become

Oh Life ! give me my share of happiness

where have you hide it ?

is it among people or wealth ?

put an end to my miseries

I want to be glee but no more

I had always been a fighter but let me be a fugitive

this time.

Glory , gratification and glee is all that I want

no more fatigue , fighting and ferociousness this time.

Give me a future with all its might

let me be thankful enough this time. 

Since I've left no more in me what it takes to be right this time.