The day was dark as death with clouds towering from the heavens.

All seeming overtly unreal, my heart torn to pieces ripped in shreds my mind reeling with pain excruciating and overwhelming pain;

The pain of uncertainty the unknown dilemma of which direction to turn.

Should I go right or should I go left?

Nothing is safe and no choice is easy to make.

How can I decide, how can I bear to choose!

Either way I hurt someone,

But can I let that someone just be me no other harm done?

No I didn’t ever really think I could,

I wish it were that easy.

To follow my heart hurts at least two other people maybe more,

But I cannot hurt anyone I refuse to take that path.

In the end there is all the pain times ten on that road.

No first it would be fair to figure out who then what to do about it…