Feels like a case of Deja Vu the heart wants what the heart can't have. Why do I continuously put myself through this? Am I a fool? Did I not learn my lesson the first time? I don't know what to do. I've let you enter my safe haven, I'm scared of being hurt again.  I'm afraid of being forgotten, rejected, or pushed aside. Feels like a case of Deja Vu...What am I doing in this situation againWhere are you. It once felt like you were omnipresent but now you're everywhere but nowhere at the same time.I've been distracted from the world and I've left myself vulnerable, in distress and I didn't notice I was losing you. And now I feel like I'm playing a game of tug of war. The rope is burning my hands and making it harder for me to hold on to you but I don't wanna let go.  And every night we promise always and forever but I can't help but wonder; How long is always and forever?D-I knew this time would come but I didn't expect it would come this quick. Ha its funny how all this feels so familiar. E-I thought forever would've lasted longer than these 6 letters.J-Don't worry though because I know pain, rejection, and fear. A-I know how it feels to be forgotten, ostracized, and pushed aside. V-But don't worry about me; my heart has already been alerted and my defense mechanisms are getting into place. U-Cause to me....... you feel like a case of Deja Vu