Dear God: Am I?

Dear God,
Am I wrong for chasing my dreams?
It's everything I could ask for in the grand scheme
Even though the chances are slim
And everything that I have is more than it seems
And the light at the end is dim.

Am I what she needs?
I am sure I am what she wants
She has told me so
Tis me my age taunts
Wondering if I can provide love to show

Am I selfish?
For wanting to have her to be mine
And to chase her to have her every day
No matter what trials come with time
Whether or not I always know what to say

Am I her true love?
She is mine, probably of my flirtaious tounge
Falling for her, she falling for me, ended up unexpected
But is it possible I found love so young?
But all I can see is the love from my perspective

Am I ready?
I am waiting for four years for her
I know I am willing, but without contact?
Of any sort? I can't simply ignore her
I have these words, each thing I say is a fact.

Am I taking on to much?
Can I handle the pressure?
No matter how hard I must try to keep her
Because I know I will love her no matter the measure
I know one day I'll be with her

I will love her forever by Your grace
Let her be in my heart, in this place
On this earth, she is mine
And I am hers and I know that with time
All that I know is I have her now
And You allowing, I want my future with her, let it be loud
Let it be all come together, let it all be Your plan
It may not seem like it now but I know the we can
Thanks to You I have found her and to keep her forever
And by Your privlage let us be together.

Thank you God for sending me my perfect girl
The only thing I shall need in this world

Amen.

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