Darkness
Fear is change.
Fear is not knowing
Why something is happening.
Fear is not being able
To control your life.
Fear is waking up
To things being completely different than they were when you went to bed.
Wake up.
Heart beating out of my chest.
Head pounding.
Thoughts racing.
Nothing is scarrier than relizing that.
You cant be alone.
You need people.
But before this day you loved being alone
You never had a problem
But know being alone feels like death
No one understands
They say,
You need to learn to be alone.
You need to lear to depend on yourself.
Your too needy.
Your too clingy.
Your not trying hard enough.
You should be trying harder to help your self.
I want to want to be alone again,
With out over thinking.
With out the feeling of death.
I don't want to need people .
I don't want to feel so lonely.
I don't want to feel like
A burden anymore.
I just need help through
This rough patch.
I need people to try to
Understand what i'm going through.
This isn't easy.
Trust me.
Im trying harder than you'll ever know.
In our darkest moments.
We need to surround ourselves with
People who care.
People who try to understand us.
People who will not leave our sides in these
Dark moments.
With people who care
Anything is possible
They will lead you out of the darkness
And show you how to live again