Dark Shadows
Here a mark on my arm that i’ve made
When i felt i could do nothing else but cut with a blade
As the jagged edges ripped through my skin
I could feel everything dying within
My body was like a empty space
That only a dark shadow would ever replace
A shadow so dark that not even the sun could penetrate
All one could ever do was run and hide from you
You the dark shadows filled with pain and hurt
That made me just want to scream and blurt
As tears ran down my face like a crazy stream
I sat there wishing and hoping that it was just a dream
A dark shadow hovers in the corner of my eyes
I imagine you there when i feel there’s no time
To express my hurt and my yearn for comfort, Here lies
My Story
So gruesome so thrown
So incredibly haunting wanting to be told
The night creeps to me in my darkest of dreams
Death waits at the door, depression at the scene
Awaiting my decision to make the first cut
And watches with a smile, And says “deeper it must”
No hesitation from its mouth but pain comes from mine
No heart from his but mine winces and cries
Tears of frustration,anxiety,Fault
I just want to be told it’s not my fault at all
These demons tell me “it’s the best way”
The dark shadows tell me “keep cutting it’s the new wave”
Depression yells at me to finish the job
I’m scared i never wanted this at all
Now i see that shadow his face so grim he’s death
I awaited and now i bear all of his sins
The CRASH and away away i go deep into the darkest of dark shadows
Swallowed by the very thing that i ran from