I know. I understand it was for you.

And because I do I can't be mad.

But dang,

Dang You. 

I did this for you, for us. 

I put so much faith into this, I put my hope in soul

And prayed that hope would lead true

But Dang You.

I'm hit, bad, I'm wounded and losing blood fast.

I didn't see the blindside and now I'm deep in high tide,

I'm suffocating and stuck here waiting for a lifegaurd I know won't come,

Cuz I never really came, only someone.

I can't stop feeling the vibration on my phone and I hope that there's something there.

I can't stop feeling the need to find something for me to share

And sure I'm free to do as I please and you are gone to fly off with someone.

But I don't need to be free I just really needed you.

So Dang You. 

 

Is the bird ever ready to be pushed out in air?

Does it's fall ever come as but a shock?

When you were coming out to jump was I ever never there?

Did you trust me when I said my heart I'd lock?

7 days. 10 hours.

Is that all you could take? 

Were my efforts really so bad that you fled? 

I'm sorry for the loss and I'm sorry about the cost

But if my mossy colored eyes are looking blue-

Dang You.

 

And, no, I'm not mad.

And that you told me is so good.

But dang,

I'm not ready for this.

So Dang You.