See even when given what I had previously asked for

i still don’t feel it.

i can only have those feelings for you.

I can’t talk for anyone

i can’t love anyone 

but you

My first, and my only...

you watched me blossom first

and now my turn

seeing you think new way, does not make me more attracted

i fell in love with the slightly before puberty person

who didn’t dare to be weird all the time

and joke around

and who was just sooo me.

i barely did anything with you, so why am I in love with you.

you treated me badly after,

come back and it’ll never had happened

Even thought, of a small real chance

It floods back in with love

to throw back into his arms

But some one else had ahold of the arms

i so desperately want, crave, need 

just to feel good again