Consequences of Intimacy
As the excitement in the meter runs out,
time slows down, I jump up to slip
on one of his shirts. Papers fall
all on the floor. To me, it might as well have been a message.
That with every time this happened, marked
another tally to void anything else that made sense.
To him, Life and God pressured his common sense.
And when all else fails, his faith would get him out.
I forced my feet to pad along the hallway marking
the walls with friction causing it to slip
through the paint. Sizzle the lips. He cracked a message,
a code or some secret. In which, I wouldn’t let fall.
I can hear his footsteps…The sound falls
to still water. I stop to listen in a sense.
He’s in the doorway, showing a message
on his face. And afraid to get it out.
“2 hours and you’re ready to leave?” I don’t slip
and slide for 20 minutes to just leave. He marks
More than he thinks he marks.
Cradling only my words, allowing his to fall.
I pull at the T-Shirt, wishing I had a slip
on. He quivered, he froze… Lost senses.
I raise my hand to his cheek, he was out
of ocean seas and in a bottle, there was a message.
I pull out the message.
The paper worn out, burn marks
and all else, the words trying to find their way out.
Soon enough his tears stream as my eyes fall.
“Talk to me, so I can help this make sense.”
I said this so nothing more than our egos can slip.
I stroll back to the bedroom, where the sheets slip.
He follows along reading a body message
that I didn’t want to be alone. I forget about senses
being felt through us both. We marked
our places on the bed. Tension falls
into a dark sleep as soon as the lights cut out.
When the lights fade away, sense and logic dance recklessly allowing for the rules to slip
Out go tears when everything else seems to crane out a message
And maybe where we stand, marks where crosswalks don’t allow us to fall.