Tell me how I found myself in this place of such confusion

I try to get my bearing but I truly don't know what I'm doing

Every step that my feet take seem to always be the wrong ones

I feel that my choices are riddled with mistakes

Some days its just so hard but I make myself stand

Even though I'm struggling to keep it together 

Still, though frustrated I know one day I'll find my way

That as long as my mind is concentrated I have a chance of success

There are times when this world makes no sense

The wait upon my back constantly making me tense

but I keep on moving on

I will continue to perservere until my body runs on empty

and all hope is gone