8/23/04 Worrying about you

Have you ever felt that pain inside your body because your loved one has not contacted you? Not even a simple Hello. I’m choking on my own fear. Sometimes I feel him slipping away but that is my insecurity speaking, I suppose. Three days feel like months to me, augh. I wonder if he takes love as a joke.

Fear is coursing through my body

Accumulating in my heart

In a second that I hear from you

Suddenly

I am alright

Lover