My smile 

 

Secretly pleaded 

Was all I needed

 

It asked

 

For someone to fix the cracks and wavering

To acknowledge my joy and kindness 

 

My hands

 

Were shaking from all the irritation of others

Are shaking from all the affection of others

 

My words

 

Expressed my refusal of your time consuming ventures

Express my approval of your amusing adventures

 

My eyes

 

Avoided eye contact in fear of your pride and dominance

Stare right at yours, in case you've forgotten my confidence

 

Communication

 

Saved me from anything sever,

like not seeing a new year

Allows my friends and I to cheer,

for things like seeing a new year

 

Now

 

I'm free

I'm free.