In a perfect world, you're understanding

i'm not a perfect girl

I would drop my fears at the end

I would only bring myself and nothing more - Shame (Summer Walker

I wanted to wait for you love

I treasued it

Romantized about it

I extended myself more than what my arm could reach

You left me hanging

Dried sweat and crysteal tears left on my bidy like a by-product ....... drainging

I'm here draining

Can you please love me

 

Hello...

I'm in a vulnurable state

I really loved you more than what my story should have stopped at 

Feel me

Let me relieve your smile glazing across the room thinking you were in love with me.... but your eyes laid on someone who was never me

Who was important to me

 

I walk away from out story, without you knowing it existed

And my heart..... sahttered

I wanted to wait for your love

But the breeze died and the sun went down

How could I be this desprete

I love you

 

 

And I hate myself for loving you 

I hate that long curly black hair you cut off

That giggle when you start to yap

God I hate thatr smirk you make when you get embarrassed

I hate you

Because I still love you

 

I walked into that room with my ego taken

Every thought that pop's into my head

I always wish it was never about you

Where history wasn't about you

Chemistry wasn't about you

Social studies and physics was never about you

Coming into school early to see if you were here - it was never about you

Had I known your eyes were on someone else 

 

Suck on it

 

Let me breathe 

I refuses to let these tears cry

Hold my breathe to stop myself from breaking down

I am fragile

Why did I put myself into your arms

 

Goodbye