Let me close some doors

Let me close some doors, not because of pride or arrogance, but because there's no way through them anymore.

But why? Why am I closing them? What led me to do this?

There's a reason for it, just how there's a reason behind everything.

It could be something someone did.

It could be an emotion, a feeling that led to this specific doing.

Something mentally damaging, something.....irreversible.

Let me close some doors so that I won't have to go through the same thing again.

Let me close some doors so that I won't end up with a broken heart anymore.

Let me close some doors so that I won't have to go through this seemingly long neverending hallway of darkness, pain, and regret.

Let me close some doors, not because of pride or arrogance, but because there's no way through them anymore.