Raise your self-esteem to such a level that you only allow loving experiences in your life.

Don't waste time trying to get even. It doesn't work. What we give out always comes

back to us. So lets drop the past and work on loving ourselves in the now. Then we will

have a wonderful future. Sometimes, we must be weakened to realize how strong we are.

We must have tears to learn to appreciate a smile. Our hearts must be sad to appreciate

happiness. But we can't let it take a death to make us appreciate life. Sometimes it takes

a heartbreak to shake us awake and help us see we are worth to each other, how bad

you can hurt some one, if that person you are so in love with die tomorrow can we tell

our self we gave them everything that could make them happy or its was better for them

die so they don't feel the pain suffering dismounted feeling there heart?  You deserve to

be happy, not in the arms of someone who keeps you waiting but of someone who

wants you now, love you forever & never leaves. Sometimes you have to let go of s

omeone you love, not because you don't love them anymore but because you love

YOURSELF and you know that you deserve a whole lot better. Whether your life

changes or stays the same is up to you. If you refuse to make any changes your life

will stay the same all we can do respect and live best way we can who ever that's in it.

But with all that being said MAY The festive season of Christmas make our friendship

grow stronger and longer. I want to live with you in my life over Christmas and the

rest of my life my special friend and wife. Never in a million years did I think I'd find

someone so utterly and completely different from and be in deeply in love, someone

who would make me happier than I ever dreamed I could be, someone that would

touch my life so profoundly and just give me a whole new reason to breathe. But

then I found you and realized that everything I anticipated you to be doesn't even

compare to who you are.  You are my everything in I promise give my last breath of

power to keep you safe and happy and protect my family with my last blood.

I LOVE YOU call me when finish this.