As a Bystander
I watched as my sister almost faded away.
Those stupid magazines,
stupid tv shows,
and stupidly skinny models made her this way.
I was unaware for a long time
until I saw her crying one day.
She was telling my mom
how ugly she believed she was.
"I'm too fat!"
And
"I'm so ugly!"
was flying out of her mouth.
She had no idea that every tear,
every word,
felt like a stab wound to me.
Had it been my fault?
Was there something I could do?
They soon walked out the door and I knew what I had to do.
I rearrange her bookshelf and turn on my phone
to a certain song.
I turn up the volume
And open up a book
to a certain page.
I wait for her
to come home
hoping this would work.
She soon walks
into the room
and I play the song
"You are Beautiful" the phone sings
and I sing as well.
Tears well up in her eyes
and fall down her face.
That is then when I knew
I didn't have to be
just a bystander.