Bus Stop Man
He must be several hundred feet off, but He weighs on me already
Do I head the other way? I only say that because
He’s homeless.
What a selfish Trick, huh?
Ain’t he the same as me?
My legs begin their walk North, because my conscience wouldn’t have it
the other way.
Timid souls touch.
Whose eyes are more scared? Mine or His?
Now the tough part.
“How’s your day?”
And thus
The dam of unfamiliarity was crushed
And thank you, God, for this flowing of truth.
He came to this bus stop to tell others they’re loved, He says
But He tells them through smiles and greetings
He knows God truer than most, for God to him is warmth.
Yet from that warmth is His soul cracked.
Nobody to love Him. Neither family nor friends.
He’s the most alone I’ve ever seen.
Unrequited love,
This time in a significant context.
He hasn’t the money for His medical complications
Nor the social standing for His soul’s complications.
Hailing from a justice system that punitively chewed His spirit to fine powder
Only to throw Him face down before a world that has never loved Him, and,
Painful as it is,
Likely will never love Him.
39 years of slaughtered hope.
Is it because He’s black that He served so long?
Possibly
And we would call that system unjust, but here very nearly
I passed Him by for circumstances just as uncontrollable.
Our eyes meet a last time and I shake the hand of a man crucified,
Who sat here today to tell me I’m loved.