The Bruises of Surrender
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Thump thump is all they hear
Behind bruised skin I drown in my tears
I have learned to hide my fear
Eyes closed shut
My children silent in a corner
No one will know for my lips are sealed shut
To whom can I confess or tell
That everyday there is a thump thump
Behind closed doors in which I lay still
My limp and tired body on the floor
I flinch at every gesture he makes
A punch, a slap or a kick and a slam of the door
Pain rushes through my body
Blood rushing through my veins
But everything will remain the same like today
The whip of a belt
The smack of a hand
The blow of a fist
He need not tie my hands for I will never tell
He needs not to cut my tongue for I will never tell
He need not stop for I will never tell
That behind closed doors in sorrow
My blood flows down my checks and
My mouth quivers under his shadow
On my pink skin I bear
The bruises of surrender
But he does not care
He yells with a voice of thunder, feed me
Wash my clothes he demands
Women should never be lazy
My hands are pale my eyes turned purple
But I will never tell
Who would listen to me?
I surrender again
Until tomorrow I wait for the next thump thump to ring