Broken heart and foolish memories
I wish I had never known you,
I wish I had never found you
Why?? Am I now grieving??
Hot tears falling on my cheeks
Blurring my eyes and my body feeling heated up.
Why?? I don’t understand why??
Why am I crying ?
I knew it was not possible but I couldn’t stop.
It was destined . Yes, you were destined to love her.
Why did I hope so naively, even when I knew the end.
The end which I saw today - holding her hands , answering her confession
Nooo! I don’t believe this is the end .
Locking myself in the room
With blaring rock music in my ears
Clutched my pillow sobbing.
Tears rolling down and my dry throat ached
I felt myself heating but I cared less
I wanted to hear nothing and just wanted to cry.
I always told myself never to hope
'Cause they never came true .
Yet I kept deceiving myself one they they would
But look now who is broken?? Them or me?
Ahhh!! I hate it I hate everyone
But why?? WHY ME ?? what sort of sin I have committed
For me to be in this accursed abyss??
Slumped on the bed with hot eyes and heated body,
Sweaty all over but I didn’t give a damn,
Crying here alone I don’t know anything anymore
I don’t know you nor do I know myself.
The next day – tired all over ,
Saw those two together and my heart throbbed
Like a knife slashing it up.
But I hardened myself and looked up
If your destiny is to love her , then mine is too walk past you
For my feelings for you were already killed last night .