Breathe
I know how it feels like to stand at the edge, Being pushed by them rats to take an argument with your feelings. I know how it feeld to be left alone with nowhere to go. I know how it feels to not feel at home.
But trust me, you`ll breathe. There are other ways to leave, you don`t need to let go, your will to live can be retrieved.
Even if you don`t believe and everything seems worthless, just don`t drown in this hole of tears. Do not give in to your Fears but stay on your Dreams and push out these frustrated screams.
Go out there, be a king, get in the ring and break the string, rock that thing.
You can, just take that knife away from your wrists and use your fists against your inner demons to get them out, you`re good enough and they will all be showed.
Straight to the Soul.