Break for the sake of breaking
Alone, isolated days
Blocked them out, a subconscious maze
My mind deep under the sea
They were in the shadows, hidden
Why can't I speak, its forbidden
Afraid of what was going to be
You were out of view, not an option
At a loss of words, placed into a coffin
Take it out on others, because you never earned a degree
My hands shaking from the pain
My words like razor blade rain
head phones blasting, read my tee
I broke away from all I ever known
I had your opinions, its all I was shown
The difference between a wasp and a honey bee
In reality thy were good people honest and true
Why couldn’t I see it, they were see-through
How could you do this to me
My own family and you just took them away
Gave them a bad name
Why would you want to ruin it for me
For years I thought I was an orphan
So you could get high, raise your endorphins
You made me believe
It was my opinion not yours
Sending me on your philological tours
Why should I pay for your fees
What did I do to deserve that
Your revenge on others is using me as a door mat
For your wrong doing you punished me
I didn’t hurt you, you hurt you
Cut straight through my nerves too
Fallen branches of my family tree
Are you happy with what you created
You ripped me off, under rated
In reality you were only hurting me
It makes me think about what I could have had
If things had worked out, if no one got mad
I want you to hurt like me
We are all minor, we mimic sadness
Decisions are major, lack of happiness