My back against the wall, praying not to fall

Thorn in my flesh like Paul but I'm not finish at all

All these emotions bottled up inside of me

waiting patiently to be set free

As I hold on to his righteous decree

His words are on repeat,

In my life He takes the front seat

He is strong when I am weak

His word encourage me throughout the week

But its a Batlle of the mind, new hope I try to find

but memories causes me to go blind

The light no longer shine

but victory is mine

They say if I humble myself and pray

I will reach my destination And be on my way

just trust,believe and obey, then everything will be okay

All these emotions bottled up inside of me

Worried about tomorrow

Will I have joy or sorrow

I know it dont mean a thing

If Jesus light wont shine in me

I sing hes the reason why I sing

but through the midst of things

his name is the last thing I sing

I keep him in the east wing

Presidential but my faith often swing

to no faith at all then I hit that brick wall

and well, it doesnt end well

I dont ring an alarm I just pray that my emotions will sail

All these emotions bottled up inside of me