White

Blank

Empty

I'm confused

It's all unclear

I'm so unsure

Of how I feel right now

My mind is caughtup in a blizzard right now

A blizzard of thoughts

Of worry

Of memories

Of doubt

It feel unbearable

I'm lost 

Can somebody save me?

I need some help

I see a hand reaching out

Why can't I grab it?

Why won't I grab it? 

It's cold

I'm alone

please

save me