But I still call for you

When I'm in the fog,

Searching for light,

In this red velvet night,

Trying so hard to call

You, whispers turning 

To screams, and you still

cannot find me.

 

the water sinking my feet,

Buried deep in the black sand beaches,

Searching for a way, to say, I miss you

Pull me, save me from being swallowed

Like quicksand, don't forget me,

Don't leave me, and you look to me

 

I know there's still knives in both of 

Our backs, and I still forgive you,

I know that both of us together,

We can get through this forever,

Your my other half, of happiness

I can let my sadness take you away

from me..

 

It's okay to have emotions,

But it's not okay to abuse,

Our grief and sadness,

I need you, I need you,

PleAse stay with me when 

I turn 17, I'm not ready for this 

earth to revolve around when I'm 18..

 

I love you, your my other part of my identity,

I see a mirror, I see your tears, you take my hand, and I take yours, a spark,

Our hearts chained together,

And I promise my sadness will

Not take you away..

 

And bury you deep within the black sand beaches ever again.

 

The sun starts to rise, there's no more 

Black & White, were roaring with colors

In the spotlights forever, God on my side 

I'll get through life.