Belonging Is A Fools Game
My life is an everlasting domino effect of rejection.
A repetitive cycle fueled purely on insecurity
Therefore always containing power.
Always containing a tight and smothering bond between my innerjoy and thoughts.
Leaving them separated,
To stand alone & fend for themselves.
....
Making friends was one of my lifes biggest obsticals.
The shear feeling of being acknowledged or not so outcasted by every coversation
Might have just been enough to stir up a breathe of emotion and turn it into a smile.
I always thought i was differant,
Like something was wrong with me.
But i was yet to understand i was differant at all,
I was chosen.
I had been selected out of the 7.046 billion people on this earth
To be taught that i would never belong.
As human beings we are not born to belong, we are born to
:breathe, blink, and to build.
:look, love, and to listen.
:to hand & hand hold, and to heal.