Because of you
My hands are shaking
Gasping to breathe
I had to run
To be alone
So no one sees
How I feel
My heart thumping so fast
Everything closing in on me
The darkness growing
I can feel it inside me emerging all around me
Pacing back and forth
Not wanting things to go the way they once were
Not okay anymore
Hurting all over
Never realized how much of an effect you had on me
Scared that we will never be
Never felt these things before
I just can't seem to shake off these feelings
That you've left me
A pit in the bottom of stomach
No one can release this feeling
This feeling that only you can take away
So I hide in my corner
Shaking and finally grasping what you've done to me
Making me feel sick with hatred
Of wanting you
Im scared of losing you
For someone else to have you
I never wanted anything as much as I wanted you
So I'm stuck with this overwhelming feeling
Not knowing what to do
I hate you
Because you make it so hard to breathe
I tried so hard to fight it
To not like you
But you made me fall anyway
So my mind is in a mist of confusion
Trying to catch my breath
From all the air you sucked out of me
Because of you
I hate you
Trying to make me jealous,
For making me feel this way
Because of you
You make my laugh louder
Make me smile brighter
Make me love talking to you
All because of you
I will never be the same
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