Because I Love You ( to me... but a few years ago)
Because I love you,
I didn't flinch
I didn't wince
I didn't complain
Because I love you,
I blamed myself
I blamed accidents
I blamed mishaps
Because I love you,
I did everything I could for you
I gave all my effort
I lost a piece of myself
Because you didn't love me,
You didn't communicate
You didn't empathize
You didn't listen
Because you didn't love me,
You didn't comfort
You didn't worry
You didn't notice
Because I didn't love myself,
I held it all in
I kept my self complacent
I thought it was okay
When I found love for myself
I realized I needed more
I realized I was more
I realized I could leave--
Alive