society takes a toll on even the storngest sometimes

even though my self esteem is high i cant help but to wonder

if i still may not be good enough

society makes me think its wrong to be plus sized  

to be blessed with big thighs 

to be blessed with more things to love about me 

society makes me think maybe i will never find love

that men wont want a girl of my size 

that my beauty on the inside wont shine as bright  as my beauty on the out 

that i will never be more then just a close friend or homegirl to these guys 

but i knock down all things society says by keeping my head high

loving every curve on me 

by knowing im to smart to wait on love when i can let love find me

cause i know for sure that im beautiful no matter what