A smiling face, a laugh, a joke nothing else. But when those feelings of happiness fade away, the friends gone, along with all material possesions held dear, along comes ones true feelings. The hopelessness, the pain. seperated... seperated from everything he once valued. and like that he has nothing to live for. within himself he had nothing... once you get into this primal state of thinking there is not much that can bring you back. but he found something... someone. Her... She, in all her glory, brought him back from the darkness that had eaten him for so long. And he could finally give himself to another in trust. they never returned to that darkness...