To Be Home Again
I’m sure we all know this song:
The snow glows white on the mountain tonight
not a footprint to be seen.
The lyrics flow through my head
Like the wind on harsh winter’s night
The fire long gone, not even smoke
To remind us that warmth is just a flicker away
The warmth of family
Of friends
Of pets
Of loved ones
All just a few thoughts away.
So why does it hurt to think on it
Just because the hugs can’t reach through a screen
The loving words are harder to feel through a piece of metal
we all seem so keep on pretending is our livelihood
That being halfway across the world
Away from everything I knew, could be so hard
Unable to come to terms with the thought that
Yes, your grandmother did die and
No, you could not come to say goodbye
That your family could go through surgery
and you weren’t given so much as an email or call
to say hey I”m alright, or even that they were hurt in the first place.
So tell me that this harsh winter’s air will fall away into spring.
I won’t understand till it does,
but let me hear these loving words
even through a flimsy piece of metal, or a Skype call
That everything will be alright
Cause the warmth will soon come
And the frost will thaw
And you will find that family waiting
Just outside the door
With smiles, and pets, and friends,
Waiting to embrace you that moment
When you decide to come home again.