DON'T RELAPSE WHERE PEOPLE CAN SEE.

 

My mantra?

Note to self?

 

They can't know.

They wouldn't care.

 

I'm hitting myself.

I'm scratching at my skin.

You don't care.

I don't care.

 

I need to feel something.

Anything.

To deal.

With these raging emotions.

 

I try to wear a smile for you

But you make it so hard.

 

Just once

Hold me like before

Kiss me once

Treat me with some respect

Show me that you still care....

That you still love me.

 

 

What is happening to me?