Relapse

This time is different

Angry

Not depressed or sad

Not completely satisifed with earlier's break

Still feeling self-destructive

Escape

Same spot as earlier

Fists to thigh

Harder and more frequent

Sides and stomach

Again but harsher

Control?

Not gained.

"A physical outlet- physical pain- was the only way to make her internal pain go away."

-V. Academy (Lissa Dragomir)