The Ballerina Within
Staring at the stage, amazed
Leaps lighter than air, feet pointed in straight perfection
The gems dazzle as the light hits them, as they gracefully flaunt across the floor
I wish
Never could afford dance classes
But there is one thing stopping me more than anything
Me.
With a frame that is 5’7 and a half
Supporting 250+ pounds of dynamic personality
Plus size and ballet don’t mix.
The nearly skeletal frames with thighs bigger than my arms
In positions that my aching ankles cant make
Plus size and ballet don’t mix.
But as I cram notes and make fat jokes
Every day the dancer inside cries out
Dance and be free
Dance and make the world understand
But plus size and ballet don’t mix
But still I feel like with every spin
Every leap
Every Jump
My spirit moves and compels me to move and when I finally do
Plus size and ballet will mix.