my heart overflows with love for you tonight

for the sweet way you embrace me from thousands of miles away

and I miss you more than I thought I ever could

and I miss seeing you together

if I cry it won't be sad, though

just gratitude that couldn't fit into my body

because when the leaves change color and fall

I know that the residual buzzing excitement that is Album Leak Season

will always be louder than the hollow scrape of seasonal depression

isnt that weird? funny, even?

that you can be more than that? you can overshadow those feelings? that pure despair?

the leaves turn brown and my heart just soars higher

I don't think I'll ever stop thanking you - maybe won't even find the words to say it in the first place

I'm so alive, thanks to you

and I never forget it