Attempting Thoughts Taking Control
I'm tired of being alone...
Single for as long as I can remember
And now I'm about to make things happen
And as soon as I saw him I made him mine
He had the characteristics of a home invader, liar, cheater and a thief
But he had just a bit of Godliness in him
So when I let him... No when he let himself in
He bust in, cracked open my chest diving towards heart causing me to have a heart attack
Wait! No this can’t be happening but it did.
He split open my heart crawled to my spine then into my mind
Digging grave holes for his lies that he's about to bury inside
He spoke to my hungry mind, trying to get into my grind not trying to come inside
Maybe you didn't get that so let me restate what I just said
He spoke into my hungry mind that was fed by his lies, trying to get into my grind not to come inside but to inter twine with my shine
So being blind and not realizing what he is doing, I let him in
Damn... What the hell happen to all my stuff? Okay let's rewind, replay and see what happened all that day
He had gotten the key, he could come and go as he please
And one night, baby one night I came thru like a black disease
Walking into the front door, causing him to roll onto the red floor
Making his way towards me, on his knees, while the little whore is unease
My trustees came to my shoulders and the angel said please...
Please don't hurt them, let them go and your mind will be on ease
But then the devil... Ooh yeah that devil told me to break him on his knees and that whore that wheeze and your mind and heart will then be at ease
So I'm looking to my right then left... and before your knew it I left
Storming out the house back down the steps
Running to my car not knowing what to do next
So I just got in the car, jumping toward the bible with the Holy text, 2 Chronicles 7:14
Now after I calmed down I went to my mom’s house and told her what I seen
She started to pace, she started to scream and then made a scene
Being your momma’s baby she will kill whoever hurt her first teen
She said... Let’s drive to your house, run up your stairs, crash down the door that once was open, and close it behinds us as we reopen
Slicing to open his chest and making him beg not do what we came to do next, making him talk and pant the rest, and have that little thing he had on the couch smacked down on the floor like a good hair net
Now you may say how crazy she sound but heck I almost started to move as she kept talking about that threat
But I didn't, I kept cool, and made her sit too
I went back to the house...
And damn... What the hell happen to all my stuff? So we reminded and replayed and now let's see what all happened that next day...
He got out that's what happened.
To the left to left everything you own in the box to the left in the closet that's my stuff, and if I bought it please don't touch
Wait... wait...wait... It said in the closet that is my stuff and if I bought it please don't touch
But he did...
The thief took my furniture, my flat screen, my pans and pots, and even the stuff I got
But that's okay he can have all that stuff anyway because I'm a boss and I get money. Ooh yeah... I'm a boss and that's all these rappers say
But portraying a boss and being a boss is two different things you see, I am the Harriet Tubman, MLK, Frederick Douglass, and Obama. Agree.
Hold on you didn’t get it, so let me restate what I just said I am the Harriet Tubman for the people who didn't have a way, the MLK who seen a future and paved a way, I am the Frederick Douglass uniting with anybody that do right and nobody to do wrong okay, and the Obama that made things snap crackle and pop as he made his way to the top what a good day.
A boss do get played the first time when they start playing the game, they make mistakes, that mess up, but one thing they don't do is does is give up and let their heart go. Tough luck.
They stay protected with their guards up and their heart on the low.
Making their feelings disappear as they roll one, light one, inhale and then blow.
So when you wanna make things happen on your time, always rewind back to the time you once got signed.
See you missed it again so let my restate what I just said…
So when you wanna make things happen on your time, rewind back to the time when you once tried and got signed by the blind not really using your mind and always stick to your grind.