Applying for colleges gives me anxiety. All of the money it requires that I dont have for programs that I want to get into but can't without help. Mabye I should look for help a scholarship. Whats the use my writing bad but the anirty will never stop. I can not get out of my head. I want to stop having this never ending panic attack about colleges and about SAT scores. I need to be save I will take a deap breath and try not to think about it but it never stops the anxiety never gose I am lost in a sea of thoughts in my head. Money problems and scores this is usless.