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Lost within the crowd
I guess I wasn't important enough to be noticed
maybe it was because I didn't need you or crave your attention
maybe it was because they didn't want me to turn out like you
i have shed many tears
I have abused myself time and time again
I've shot my nerves and brought myself to low points
All just to see why you refuse to give love to me
I understand my father was never around
he's your son and you weren't proud
but I'm not him I'm me
I don't look much like him well maybe my hair or eyes
but I promise when you look at me you won't see him within me
though I don't know him well I know are personalities are far from the same
hes much like you to be honest in every single way
I forgave him long before now
for hurting my family and leaving us for another
he doesn't admit, but I see the regret in his eyes
the tears he she'd have left scars on his eyes
I grew up with only a mother and brother that played dad even at a young age
I'm not asking you to make up for it or put yourself back in place
I just want answers
i want to know why you left me out
family functions and movies dates with grandchildren
knowing you had one who was abandoned and feelings alone
all of this has made me stronger
don't get me wrong I can stand on my own
I need no crutch or a fake home
answers are all I seek