Anesteshia seemed to be my only friend 

buh she tricked me bac into life again 

doc shoulda jus left it out clean my body let me go 

its too much on this road 

too much made me fall 

too much made me ache 

i take on others pain cus no one can fix me i was made to break 

crack under this pressure 

i believe mom made a mustake wish dad never met her 

yet i am a hollow shell 

a bein society predicted to fail 

and i hav GED 

jus not gone make it 

HSD wat i want buh made too many sacrifices hinderin me from takin it breakin my pride 

glad to die 

buh guess im not done since God kept me alive

Knife deep in tha heart erbody talkin bout how they feel 

who they are 

who they rep 

buh cant seem to get to tha next step

in they lives 

cus what weve done jus haunts us we see it right in front of our eyes 

dats y its hrd to get by 

hrd to hurt those u love im sorry im not tha one u want 

im sorry im nt a gift from above 

life's tough we jus got to make the best of it pass it on let the next finish the rest of it make it better 

if they can expand the life span stand up and rise 

wipe evry tear from our eyes 

cus we're meant for greater we hav to finish to win tha prize

Buh who am i to tell u wha to do who am i a question that givs no clue 

i dnt kno wha i want buh im grateful for wha i get 

even this six inch scar shines a bit 

i lived life died once 

i kno things and i dnt kno buh i keep goin lookin forward to what i will kno Anesteshia tricked me even tho 

we met two times after im glad we parted her las words was there is somethin new to go fo