All these days ending the same

A symphony of pain

A huge blow to the brain

or heart

Which is where it all starts

A slow ache from within

Then a darkness that consumes me until I get a little woozy

Like a rock in water

A sinking feeling comes over

Like those last minutes when you're drowning, realizing

Your savior come isn't going to rescue you this time around

Should've learned how to float

Now it's sink or swim, ride or die, high or low

I don't know how to float

So I sink in the hopelessness

Sink in despair

Is this all that's there?