Agriculture Soul
I’m fragile, I’m natural, like apples
I’m hassled, I wrestle, I wrassle
I’m stressful, I’m bashful, I’m special, an asshole
I’m technical and tactical,
a spectacle to behold through your glasses frames
but there’s a chasm that you cannot cross
it echoes every name
every good and every bad joke that gets tossed
like a hacky sack in a haphazard way
and then it drops
like the apple on Newton
where I built a castle from atoms built from protons and neutrons
true to call it magically mundane
a classical order on a modernist plane
you’ll find me in this place, if you care enough to look
and dare yourself to put up with the air and the
bare knuckle sucker punches to the gut
you’ll find me in this place, quiet
in a hush
the silence is an island
tranquil, like a hug
and I sit beneath the canopy of sycamores and oaks
rekindling dreams and fantasies in little wisps of hope
that dwindle and then dissipate in flitting waves of smoke
see, in my search for serendipity, beauty bears the misery
and it's a fool's errand to grit your teeth
eventually they break, shattered pieces scatter
back to basics,
but imagine, if you may, a black and gray mosaic
patterned in a way to trace the savagery displayed,
the apathy in faith and the fallacy of change
now relax and just keep swaying
to the music and the mayhem, the harmony and dissonance
I embody cockiness as much as I lack confidence
with pale skin and brown eyes
desire-driven in a tailspin, down I dive
lost in the midst of my potential
my long-haired, heavy metal side
wants passion
my crassness craves comfort
my craftiness never dies
and craziness never lies
never lies idle, that is,
and lazy days make me tired
so I stay away from laying on the tile
and I’ll stay energized,
you can see it in my soul