i admire those who
are different.
the people who have
got themselves all
figured out.
the ones who stand
out in a crowd full
of people.
maybe thats why im
trying so hard mock
their looks.
why i try to push
the idea of dressing
differently so hard.
because i dont know
who i am.
im in the middle of
an identity crisis.
i feel like im locked
inside of a dark box,
trying to find my way
out,
but i dont know how
to escape.