I felt free.

i felt like everything and anything that I was worrying about dissappeared. 

I was breaking boundaries that I used to be afraid to even touch

Ive experienced 1am but

3 am is so much more exciting.

it was asif I belonged out there in the freezing cold; experiencing life in its beautiful flesh

and I was not alone, maybe thats the reason why it was so liberating

Why breaking the rules didnt matter

because, there was someone making me laugh

making me forget

There is somethign about the sounds at 3am

silence.

Except for the occasional cat, or was it a raccoon? we're still unsure

I wonder what was actually going on in his mind as he sat and I stood

And we argued and debated over toilets and pancakes

I wonder if he was as liberated as i was?

if he felt how good it was to be free

or

if it was something he did on the regular

I dont know what exactly, or when i realized it but i knew before 3 am was over that i had found my equal.

someone equally inane as me,

equally in pain as me,

someone who reminded me of me

So at 3 am I walked home completely carefree

because, i had just defined bestfriend.