My mind relaxes itself from a long day of worry
Stressing all day over everything
The taste of success leaves and the power of failure comes
Wishing for a chance at this game called life
Thinking and typing about nothing but fear itself
Dark inside and out
This is my life every single day
Undressing all the smiles and hope
Changing into the outfit of rejection
Taking my heart to another place
No other land to run to but my journal
Spiting words out searching for some joy
Words coming alive such meaning and purpose it brings to me
A chance to really defind myself at the hour of 2am
.... to be continued